20080820
Meditation Day 1, 20080820
in case if you're wondering where i got my meditation tips and rules from, it is: http://www.how-to-meditate.org
Notes on Breathing Meditation:
1.) Stop all distractions
2.) Find a quiet place
3.) sit with your back straight ##this is to prevent a "slack" mind
a.) your legs do not have to be crossed, just be relaxed with a straight back
4.) Partially close your eyes and focus on the end of your nose
5.) Focus on your natural breathing. follow it in your body through your nostrils.
a.) through the nostrils is a peaceful state of breathing, thus what we want. mouth breathing is an active breathing, we want to be peaceful.
At first, you may notice that you seem to be more distracted, and your mind becomes more clouded, but that is just because you are slowing down to realize how busy your mind is. remain focused and if you stray, or a thought comes in your mind, go back to your breathing as soon as possible. it takes time to practice.
these are all just my notes from the website. im not intending to plagiarize, if i am, tell me and i will correct myself. ill be posting more about this when i meditate. my experiences, and also what i have accomplished. take it easy ya'll.
20080819
"Shit to remember" - haha. (pun)
(8:14:13 PM) Jordan, Ashton: Which I know you program and wnat to do alot, so I'm assuming you think about alot of different things all at once which makes you forget
20080803
Attached
20080708
Is it possible...?
Heres what we got, a government(haha, not crazy yet) that actually cares(crazy, yeah i know) and works hard for its people. but what it does is make money non-existant for the people so they do not have to know what money is or worry about money. it would take some cooperation on both the government and the citizens of the country to make it work.
does this just sound like communism or am i going somewhere?
20080331
get off me
fuck off.
20080322
leaps of faith
20080312
if only she knew or believed me
TURDHEAD,
DUCES
20080307
dont pick up
why, when we make phone calls and they dont pick up, sit and wait for the voice message to finish talking before hanging up?
is it because we want to hear the voice of the person we're tring to get ahold of? is it that we want the call to feel like it was worth something? or are we hoping that they will pick up in the middle of the voice message?
well thats all for now. duces, yo.
20080127
Modern civil war
Think about this...
is any war concerning a government in a country not involving any people form the outside of the nation any different than our revolution? The only difference is, its more modernized, and we can see it for all its glory. Back in our war, did we not shoot each other, did we not fight off a tyranny to our interests? We even stole land from the natives and french, and what, we now police the f'in world? And we cry for those who have to bury their own dead, who buried the dead of those back when we fought? Were they even buried or left to rot? Just because we have “evolved” and became more “civilized” doesnt mean that people who see a change and think it will work, just like we did, will have to fight to get it. Only once it steps into threatening other countries should someone step in.
there is hope in the youth of today in those countries, but they must be seperated from those who wish to be violent, that is the only way to keep them clean of the taint of war. Education, friendship and love will make it only better, but those who have grown and tasted the fuel of war cannot change and must die out.
But this is only my view. I can change and it may be view upon later as dumb, but right now, I see it that way.
20080121
thoughts and stuff
20080115
Do you?
to those who do remember and make the effort, it is greatly apperciated. we love you for that, and you are whats getting us through this crap, if we cant count on the other people while were just here, what about when we got to the desert, what then? just forget about us till we get on the news for getting bombed, some shit to happen there. well i need to sleep. i got my shit off my chest. but those people i love, just message me or call me or soemthing. love ya'll later.
peace.
20080112
Quotes I like that I made or found (quotes_01)
"This insturment breaking the silence, one mistake will shatter worlds."
this next one is supposed to be funny, i wrote it for my "Philinator" cards way back when in the day. it was on the card called Machismo. the story behind the cards are, i was into magic and stupid pictures, and i took a bunch of myself doing stupid stuff. well those made it onto blank magic card things i had found online, i had like one for each color and randoms. well, the thing was, if a guy having girl problems had those cards he would be able to score a date, or whatever with his target girl. the quote went something like this.
"Nothing shall stand in the way of the wind, except that wall of shame."
this next quote was made back in like 8th grade because i felt i over thought everything and that was the source of my depression, but im still searching for that cause, but after later consideration, i came to realize that if you "thought" about it, haha, it was a dis on other people.
"The ability to think brings great power, to have great power is to be alone, I wish I were ignorant."
the following quote is one i made after i thought i had found someone special but later they turned out to be a bitch, but thats how life farts along. this one is a bit more sentimental for those of you who are sappy.
"If home is where the heart is, how can I be at home when someone has my heart?"
i used to have papers of just little one liners that were motivational, and that made you think. i cant seem to find those now, probley got old and i destoryed them or something. but heres one or two from a favorite video game of mine and i think it kinda reminds me of WWII russians and their mentality of war(or atleast the stereotypical one). its from a game call Warhammer 40k: Dawn of War(the original, Winter Assault, and Dark Crusade).
"For those who seek perfection there can be no rest on this side of the grave."
"Success is measured in blood; yours or your enemy´s."
"Prayer cleanses the soul, pain cleanses the body."
"An open mind is like a fortress with its gates unbarred and unguarded"
"Victory needs no explanation, defeat allows none."
yeah, that game is odd in deed, but its a fun game to play. if i think of anymore quotes ill post them here. i found the dawn of war quotes on wikiquotes.org, just do a search and you'll find links.