20080127

Modern civil war

Think about this...


is any war concerning a government in a country not involving any people form the outside of the nation any different than our revolution? The only difference is, its more modernized, and we can see it for all its glory. Back in our war, did we not shoot each other, did we not fight off a tyranny to our interests? We even stole land from the natives and french, and what, we now police the f'in world? And we cry for those who have to bury their own dead, who buried the dead of those back when we fought? Were they even buried or left to rot? Just because we have “evolved” and became more “civilized” doesnt mean that people who see a change and think it will work, just like we did, will have to fight to get it. Only once it steps into threatening other countries should someone step in.

there is hope in the youth of today in those countries, but they must be seperated from those who wish to be violent, that is the only way to keep them clean of the taint of war. Education, friendship and love will make it only better, but those who have grown and tasted the fuel of war cannot change and must die out.

But this is only my view. I can change and it may be view upon later as dumb, but right now, I see it that way.

20080121

thoughts and stuff

i dont know why, but recently i have been super intersested in stuff like the knights templar, teutonics, and that stuff. its gotta be like the secrecy and crap and all the rumors about them. its pretty sweet. it might also have to do with the fact taht i just got done beating Assassin's Creed, and it was SO FUCKING COOL! and im also writing my own assassin story that i started some time back last year, so no relation to that, plus its a completely different world than this one that im writing about. but the thrill of doing that stuff, being able to wield a sword, throwing knives, hidden blades, invisible to the normal person, the ability to blend in anywhere, just simply mind captivating. i guess im becoming more of a looser now, because i keep thinking about taht kind of stuff, programming, and girls. well, i guess girls keep me from being super nerdy but i just love that crap. im gonna work on writing a modern assassin story if anyone is interested in reading that. ill post the links once im done writing the first story and ill start the second one. thanks for reading ya'll that somehow find this crap. later.

20080115

Do you?

do you actually care? this doesnt pertain to the people i know, that im super tight with. but like, if i didnt message, any of you, would you message back?even attampt to initate a conversation with me? on the phone, through here, IM'ing, w/e, would you try, or just forget? im tired, i cant sleep, and my friend, roomy, homeboy here we were talking about that, does anyone give a shit? is it just because we're not around to be there all th time? some friend if you cant remember your "friends when they cant be there. if its work to call us, just tell us the truth and we'll understand, we're not stupid, we're not monsters, we just miss being home and all our normal friends the same. maybe some of you should spend a whole year and a half away from waht matters the most to you..

to those who do remember and make the effort, it is greatly apperciated. we love you for that, and you are whats getting us through this crap, if we cant count on the other people while were just here, what about when we got to the desert, what then? just forget about us till we get on the news for getting bombed, some shit to happen there. well i need to sleep. i got my shit off my chest. but those people i love, just message me or call me or soemthing. love ya'll later.

peace.

20080112

quotes_02

Valour, glory, firmness, skill, generosity, steadiness in battle and ability to rule - these constitute the duty of a soldier. They flow from his own nature.

Quotes I like that I made or found (quotes_01)

This quote i made is one that has a lot of meaning to me, if you think about the meanings, you can find your own, but for everyone, depending on how youre wired, it'll make some sort of sense and hopefully help you think of whatever you need to.


"This insturment breaking the silence, one mistake will shatter worlds."


this next one is supposed to be funny, i wrote it for my "Philinator" cards way back when in the day. it was on the card called Machismo. the story behind the cards are, i was into magic and stupid pictures, and i took a bunch of myself doing stupid stuff. well those made it onto blank magic card things i had found online, i had like one for each color and randoms. well, the thing was, if a guy having girl problems had those cards he would be able to score a date, or whatever with his target girl. the quote went something like this.


"Nothing shall stand in the way of the wind, except that wall of shame."


this next quote was made back in like 8th grade because i felt i over thought everything and that was the source of my depression, but im still searching for that cause, but after later consideration, i came to realize that if you "thought" about it, haha, it was a dis on other people.


"The ability to think brings great power, to have great power is to be alone, I wish I were ignorant."


the following quote is one i made after i thought i had found someone special but later they turned out to be a bitch, but thats how life farts along. this one is a bit more sentimental for those of you who are sappy.


"If home is where the heart is, how can I be at home when someone has my heart?"


i used to have papers of just little one liners that were motivational, and that made you think. i cant seem to find those now, probley got old and i destoryed them or something. but heres one or two from a favorite video game of mine and i think it kinda reminds me of WWII russians and their mentality of war(or atleast the stereotypical one). its from a game call Warhammer 40k: Dawn of War(the original, Winter Assault, and Dark Crusade).


"For those who seek perfection there can be no rest on this side of the grave."



"Success is measured in blood; yours or your enemy´s."



"Prayer cleanses the soul, pain cleanses the body."



"An open mind is like a fortress with its gates unbarred and unguarded"



"Victory needs no explanation, defeat allows none."




yeah, that game is odd in deed, but its a fun game to play. if i think of anymore quotes ill post them here. i found the dawn of war quotes on wikiquotes.org, just do a search and you'll find links.